December 2010
ten things from 2010:
1. fell in love. 2. fell in lust. 3. met a best friend that I can truly see in my life 50 years down the road. 4. found what I want to push for in my life. 5. found where I belong. 6. fell out of love. 7. moved to the city I have always belonged in. 8. went to a club for the first time. 9. hated my job. 10. fell in love with a place.
six photo memories
1.
I spent so...
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I’ll never play this game again, we never follow the rules. Ill never slay the beast inside your head, we will never know each other. we will never lie down together. we will never know each other. we will never lie down. thoughts and prayers and hope and dreams and wishes; you are in them all.
we wont lie. so just lie down.
happy friggen new years!
spent the night reflecting with an ex over the past two years of our lives. So much has changed between now and our first date exactly two years ago. Were both very different people, but it was so unbelievably satisfying to know he knows how much he has changed as a person between now and then and how much of that is because of me. I give myself credit for every shred of happiness any future...
Stayed single almost the whole year?
yup
Were involved in something you’ll never forget?
obviously
Tripped over a coffee table?
always
Came close to losing your life?
nope
Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
mhm
Did something you regret?
naw. i learned from my mistakes
2010: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year? some of the best friends I...
Im never gonna love you.
Im never gonna love you again.
it really is that simple my friend.
Chsitmas 2007. I miss this.
I miss this very very much
HOW DID YOU GET ONE OF YOUR SCARS? i fell in the shower and my knee went through the fiber glass. 16 stitches later, there it is.
HOW DID YOU CELEBRATE YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? is it bad that I dont remember what I did for my 18th birthday….
HOW ARE YOU FEELING AT THIS MOMENT? im pretty awesome…tired though
HOW DID YOUR NIGHT GO LAST NIGHT? it was good. i saw my gabs <3
HOW...
side note 2, Dana, I hope youre listening to the...
SIDE NOTE, IM BUYING HUNTERS TONIGHT. YES. IM SO...
Im sitting here looking up tons of covers by other...
and I kind of love the remixes more than the original. the original is so sad, but most of the remixes are upbeat with crazy piano intervals. I like it.
good times-for a change. see, the luck I've had...
just kidding. no one has grades for those two...
also, had a heart attack for no fucking reason. AWESOME.
IM GOING TO KILL EVERYONE WHO WORKS IN THE ACADEMIC ADVISEMENT OFFICE OF MARYMOUNT MANHATTAN COLLEGE. HOW THE FUCK IS MY SCHEDULE CONSISTING OF 4 CLASSES. I TOOK SIX. I GOT GRADED FOR 5. HOW ARE THERE ONLY TWO GRADES IN MY FUCKING FOLDER?!
over the past few days I've realized....
Im better than you. I don’t mean that to insult you, but I do mean that I deserve someone just as good as me. Over the past few years, I’ve let you walk all over me. No matter what I was feeling, if you needed me, I was there. I dropped everything and everyone for you. Im done. Ive realized why this time is different…because I always needed you to love me. Not emotionally love...
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never thought the paths we took would lead us to...
most perfect song ever. even though it makes me...
wait...just because I wanted you once in high...
lets make that real clear.
1. I live 5 hours away. 2. In six-ish months, I will permanently live 5 hours away. 3. We weren’t even friends in high school, so why would we start to be now? 4. telling me ‘itll be fun’ does not make me want to ‘get with you.’ 5. what is going on in my life?
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My exact face when someone calls me cute.
phileho:
THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: gum bubbles, yeah Can you dance?: sort of Can you do a cart wheel?: Haven’t tried in like five years or so, so I’ll say no. Can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?: YEAH, BITCH. Can you touch your toes?: yeah Can you whistle?: yeah Can you wiggle your ears?: nope Can you wiggle your nose?: nope
THE DIDS: Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: 1st...
"Kels...its about a fat black woman...it isnt that...
blaqkrose77:
414.) We had birthday sex. Let's have Christmas...
hahahha, jesus’ birthday sex.
just kidding. someone deleted their site, cause I...
this whole keeping track or numbers confused me, so Ima stop.
anyways….I need to get out of Massachusetts. shit. night.
lost a follower. daaaaaamn.
wordy vom-vom. my b.
day thirty: look back on this last month and talk...
hasnt been a month. I suck at 30 day challenges because I never sleep, so I do them all in chunks at odd hours of the night in a week or so period. whoopsssssy.
anyways, sorry about the continuous word vomit. again, if you have questions, now would be the time to ask. I feel so open after these.
day twenty-nine: if you could be doing the same...
the things I do now I do mostly for myself. My days would consist of everything they do now, however, I would live in a different apartment, I wouldn’t be in Massachusetts right now, I may not be in the college I am currently in, and I would have an internship that matters to me as opposed to a bullshit retail job.
twenty-eight: would you rather someone tell you...
truth up front. it doesn’t even need to be gentle. yeah, Ill be hurt, but I can get over that so much easier than being lied to for months. Lying is my biggest issue with people in general, so when I learn someone has been lying to me constantly, I lose grasp on the entire friendship.
day twenty-seven: is there a friend you are...
there are a lot of friends Im worried about. Drugs in general worry me, and I have a lot of friends (both from school and from home) who are getting more and more involved with them as we get older. Yeah, I have smoked pot and a few other drugs, however, I don’t really enjoy being high. There was a point in my life where I was too involved in drug use, and seeing people that remind me of...
day twenty-six: talk about a moment where you were...
Yesterday. I wont say what was happening or who it was with, because that isn’t necessary. All I will say, however, is it is based on the fact that I like to be wanted. Im the sort of person that wont push for anything unless I feel the other person/people in the situation want me or my input or whatever I happen to be giving. I feel best about myself when I feel wanted.
day twenty-five: what do you think it means to be...
I am an eighteen year old girl just starting to live her own life, the thought I have put into parenting doesn’t exist. I know my parents raised a wonderful person, but I do not yet know whether that was my doing or actually because of their parenting.